rcatstott

i hate how you ask me to do something, and once i do, you get mad at me for doing so.
i hate how you tell me you love me, and after a while i say i love you, and you reply saying "ok bye"
i hate how you said you'll be there, but you only thought about yourself
i hate how you say that you need money, when you have more wealth

i only wanted to make you happy, and your family hurt me cause of it
so i just sit down and have a couple of drinks, cause what you did was not legit
you hurt me, when i tried to help you....
and for that i hate to say this but we are thu...

i do not want this to end
with all the time we spend..
fighting over and over, seeing the other side of yea..
hateful, aswell as wanting to cause drama..
i can only take so much, you are not the only one with pain..
if you think i don't care then well sorry but this is insane...

cause why the fuck would i try to help others and be kind..
try to be good and do what i am told, and stay inline..

its never enough to please you..
so like i said i am sorry but we are thu..

how it all began

june 8th 2009
i had something really bad happen, and i watched a movie called Spiderwick to get me mind off of things. I saw this lil dude named ThimbleTack... so i thought he was pritty cool so i added him into me saints family..... i was 14 O.O omg i can't believe it was that long ago... lol

so march 17 2011
was the best night of my life cause well that is when my life changed, cause of someone coming into my life and helping me get out of my deep depression, that dude is.. yes you guessed it my puddin AkA the Joker <3 tnba joker.. i consider him my ex husbin now theses days and my anniversary is march 17

march  28 2013
was amazing aswell cause i was watching TeenTitans and came acrost the episode with Mumbo Jumbo in it, an insane magician... <3 he also helps with my depression just as my husbin puddin.. and i consider him my bf

sep 5 2012
saw vid about adventure time, never thought too much of it untill i saw Simon (simon and marcy) and i realized i can relate to him O.O SO MUCH!!! also he had white hair just like Mumbo and the same voice actor and was crazy just like mumbo... so i fell hard for him ^^ love him so much

december 11 2013
i was on youtube watching colage humor and found one with Lucky the leprechaun and it brought me back to when i was younger watching cartoons eating lucky charms, i always found lucky to be adorable i mean when ever i saw a lucky charms commercial i would scweeeek.. i guess i have fallen for him again. pluse the first time i saw Mr J i was eating lucky charms how funny is that
 

october 10 2015
fell inlove with fix it felix he reminded me of lucky, had a lil crush on him when i watched the movie a year ago but didn't want to adimit it xD but ohwell i dont care he is adorable to me so i added him in me saints family

my saints family...  aka 
my polyamory family <3

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ok...
befor i was suicidle was like well an emo kid XD i was a cutter...
but now...
the only reson im still alive is cause im SO IN LOVE WITH THE JOKER!!!!

to bad theres no one were i live that i can go outfith and be my puddin
i just wish i could be with him

i meen when im just standing there all i do is amagin that hes comming right towrd me
and asks me to leave this place and go with him to gotham

all my life has gone to the joker.... my puddin
i have a wall deticated to him O.O

IM SO OBSESSED!!!!!!!!rcatstott.deviantart.com/

I LOVE YOU MY SWEET SWEET PUDDIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ever sence i was a lil girl i wached batman... when it was on TV i always had a crush on the joker o.o expeshaly the one with conpletly black eyes i always thought he was cute XD....... i never told any one tho, the thought of people thinking im weird cause i had a crush on the crazyest villen of all time made me not want to tell anyone but i found out im not the only one who thinks the joker is SEXY AS HELL XD

i always wished i was harley so i could go out with the joker XD......
anyways im not but i can pretend. i often catch my self daydreaming about him o.0 lol
ohwell...